My Apologies

I never said sorry

But I promised to go to that movie with you
And we never went
I hope the smoothies made up for it

I told you my life was too busy to spend time with you
When you were my life
I fought with you countless times
Because "shut up" is easier to say than "I love you"
I let fear have you and torture you, all because of my beliefs
Sometimes you break your beliefs for family

You were too kind and gentle to tell me I was a terrible friend
And too perfect to deny me a second chance

You got dragged into my mess
Something you shouldn't have had to be a part of
And they teased you all because of me

I ridiculed you and looked down on you
When I didn't hate you at all
Jealousy is a funny thing

The first time I met you,
You were in a hospital bed
I didn't bother to know you until then

I thought a terrible thought once
Then it happened to you
Sometimes, I still feel responsible for it

My words came out wrong
I didn't realize my mistake until later
You spent time with me anyway

You asked me to be quiet
And I was loud, really loud,
And you thought I didn't care
I did.

There aren't words to say everything

You don't realize how empty Roxas' Theme is
Until you play it alone at night
Hundreds of miles away
And hear the spots where the flute should be